somewhat... paralyzed...

I'm feeling somewhat paralyzed today.

It's 11am and I feel like I should have done a lot more than I have.
But I'm sitting here, with what feels like a million things to do on my "todo" list and I can't seem to figure out where to start. I haven't even eaten breakfast.

I have a job interview tomorrow. So I should be prepping for that. I mean... I need a job. Bread and butter, right? Oh Blodoq, how I would love for you to make me my bread and butter... but you don't. So off into the real world I go... 

I want to go make some prints of the book... a few people have asked me for some. So I should be doing that. 

I should be figuring out what web hosting service to use for blodoqandsammy.com and I should be building the website. I need a website, I can't mooch off of facebook forever. Right?

I need to start drawing the third book. I'm thinking... "Blodoq and Sammy's First Sleepover". I can already see the pics in my head... so cute!

I need to make a version of the book for my besty's sister's kid... because he's scared of the wormy page. Haha how cute is that? He was sad for the wormy's ruined home. But he loved the book. But he made his mom rip out the wormy pages. HAHA! Kids are so adorable. So I want to take the wormy out for him...

I need to (sadly) sell my motorcycle. You know anyone who wants one? It's a red 2002 Honda CBR F4i. Great shape. The truth is... my unemployment (and neurosis) have stunted my ability to do things that don't count as "productive" so... I haven't been riding it enough, but am still paying out the rear for parking (ugh nyc). So. Bye bye motorcycle. For now... someone will be prying it from my tightly gripped fists...

I need to eat breakfast. But I'm not at home so that means I have to go outside. But I'm in nyc... so... I don't have to go far... but I can't. Because I'm feeling...

Overwhelmed...
And...
Somewhat...
Paralyzed...